While you gain a feeling of being content while being in
idle.
Respect is the key to making it far
Guess that explains after a year and a half, no distance was made at all
Reasoning, was never explained
While predictions were much too accurate
Knowing my heart would be paying the price for the misuse of my skills, love, and affection
Tears fall, while insults are stated, and my love is ignored
I'm growing irritated
So I create a mirage of lustful thoughts and acts to get quick responses, considering that's all you ever want
Show me a mirage of affection and passion
Because that's all I'm yearning for
But your true emotion of affection is only shown when she's laying peacefully in your bed, sleep
Sleep, she must be to the double life, you lead
While I'm screaming and crying myself to sleep
Feel stupid for falling for you this deep.
And still we got no where
My eyes must have been wide shut!
Being able to laugh at my own pain keeps my heart from being totally crushed
Which is why I've stayed around just to get hurt
But pain becomes superficial when you aren't going anywhere
Addiction to that pain is apparent
Cause nothing is changing and I can see your next action before they are thought of
I'll stop you this time, I'm growing bored
And frustration is an understatement
You won't hear my feet hit the pavement
As I'm walking away
This is a mental and heartfelt abandonment
So don't go looking for me, just enjoy that angel that doesn't knows your devious ways
But you seem to be able to show real love and grow some new ways with
So no explanation is needed for my departure
And no permission is being asked for
We won't grow, so I'm letting go
Can't keep pain current, if It's never evolving.
Saying good bye to the broken record
I've become addicted to the sound
And grew to love so much, while yu stuck in idle just gave you a rush
