Monday, July 23, 2012

Stuck in Idle with Pain


I'm all about growth and broadening horizons
    While you gain a feeling of being content while being in
      idle.
    Respect is the key to making it far
    Guess that explains after a year and a half, no distance was made at all
     Reasoning, was never explained
    While predictions were much too accurate
    Knowing my heart would be paying the price for the misuse of my skills, love, and affection
   Tears fall, while insults are stated, and my love is ignored
    I'm growing irritated
    So I create a mirage of lustful thoughts and acts to get quick responses, considering that's all you ever want
    Show me a mirage of affection and passion
    Because that's all I'm yearning for
    But your true emotion of affection is only shown when she's laying peacefully in your bed, sleep
    Sleep, she must be to the double life, you lead
    While I'm screaming and crying myself to sleep
   Feel stupid for falling for you this deep.
    And still we got no where
    My eyes must have been wide shut!
   Being able to laugh at my own pain keeps my heart from being totally crushed
    Which is why I've stayed around just to get hurt
    But pain becomes superficial when you aren't going anywhere
    Addiction to that pain is apparent
    Cause nothing is changing and I can see your next action before they are thought of
    I'll stop you this time, I'm growing bored
    And frustration is an understatement
You won't hear my feet hit the pavement
As I'm walking away
This is a mental and heartfelt abandonment      
So don't go looking for me, just enjoy that angel that doesn't knows your devious ways
But you seem to be able to show real love and grow some new ways with
      So no explanation is needed for my departure
      And no permission is being asked for
      We won't grow, so I'm letting go
      Can't keep pain current, if It's never evolving.
      Saying good bye to the broken record
I've become addicted to the sound
       And grew to love so much, while yu stuck in idle just gave you a rush

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